I’ve Learned…

I’ve learned to let go…

Somethings are unexplainable and the point of life is to grow.

Not to capture it all, now that’s the ego…

We want to prove them wrong.

Show them that we’re strong….

“Them” never existed all along.

Walking around singing other’s songs.

Chasing symbols of success.

We know how to filter it best.

Meanwhile waking up with an empty feeling in our chest.

Not postable?….

I guess…

The days…

Idea…

This time we’ll let the world feel our heart beat…

Screaming “ONE RACE” till the universe accepts this idea.

If…

If I remained.

I knew I could never be.

I would never see.

Like I would be concealed.

And never free…

•Vulnerability and Dreams.

The Last Eight Years

A lot has changed in eight years since the last time I visited my blog page. It’s interesting how much we can grow in life, if we give ourselves permission to fly. Seven years ago I aspired to be free. I wanted to write a few books and hopefully change humanity. At that time I started my second business, Jun E Caniel. Its mission was to challenge all to unleash the lion within themselves by realising their greatness and power. I figured it was my purpose in life to ignite and inspire others. Today I am a self-published author of 5 books, own several businesses and am actively doing my part in living out my dreams. In the days and years to come I will be sharing my personal journey, which will encompass the last seven years as well as the future. I hope to be a ladder for you to climb, maybe wings for you to fly.

Atlanta 8/05/13

dreamerQuick stop in Atlanta today before we proceed to Mexico in the morning. It was truly  a great day. I was able to see my best friend Varian and my big brother  Levi “Star Time”. I must say life is an interesting journey, filled with plenty ups, downs, smiles, laughs, sighs, and cries. These days I am forever thankful of having the time to reflect, and process my own thoughts.  Anyway It was great seeing my brother and just seeing what he has accomplished. I remember he started his business out of a small little side building and now to have a store Downtown Atlanta is just an awesome feat. He currently owns two computer stores and I must say they look fabulous. I’m so happy I was able to hang out with him.  In my family these occasions are very rare. I’m probably the only family member who have seen his stores and willing to help him i__m_feeling_goodcontinue making his dreams an reality. I am proud if you can’t tell by now. It’s always good to see success on any level by anyone. I know our big brother Lesroy is very proud at this moment. Well The next stop in the trip is San Antonio, then off to Mexico for three weeks. I am excited about what this trip will do for my life. I feel like I’m at the great in-between. Greatness is always right on the horizon depends on your outlook. See you at the top!

a Jun E Bike Ride

Jun E Road This is a ride you never been on before..

Or maybe you have… This ride…

This ride encompasses many miles.

Through the eyes of a little boy to the soul of an old soul.

Let me tell you about this ride.

The road is very narrow and weary.

One mistake can be fatal.

You ever see the pain through someone’s eyes?

Another waves and smiles.

There is death on this ride.

There is life on this ride. Builders building, singers singing.

Drivers not looking…

People walking with no direction or purpose.

Eating and holding hands while they cross the street.

But no one knows my name. It’s cool…

You still on this ride?

The piano strokes play according to every bump.

Enough air to keep this Jun E lion alive…

Flashbacks of carrying crack around in that alley.

I wonder if it has the same stones.

As he sits on the wooden log, staring at me as if it’s my fault.

I stare back with love.

This little part of the journey is to restore the reason we are here in the first place.

One day…

One day I will end this…

And although I want the prize, I will settle for a better place…

It’s hard on this strip ’cause looking in their eyes is like

looking in mine…